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MELISSA
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Thursday, August 31, 2006

Today was teachers' day celebration. Woke up late today, but still manage to be early. I slotted in all the cards I did last night (with the help of my sister). Sprayed more perfume, I like the smell, but it made me keep sneezing. The sky was dark, and the weather was quite bad, the school was probably afraid that we might get blown off by the wind while running, so running was cancelled. I was happy actually. SCs went to change and got ready for the dance. The principal talked for a very long time, Hannah and I also chatted at the back of the hall, until the performance begin. The music started and we ran in suddenly like some gundoos. Lols. Everyone seem to be like, huh? Yah, then it was over and the program went on and on, then it was the presenting of gifts time, Mr chiam asked me who made the flowers, I said the other SCs and I, then he said "Hao Li Hai, what class are you from?" He asked me that about 4 times and still doesn't remember -_-
After watching the student-teacher captain's ball game in the hall and the soccer games in the field, we're allowed to leave, around 11plus or so.
Had Syidah's cookies to keep my stomach occupied the whole morning till noon. She make great cookies man!
Reached Xingnan, as usual there was a big crowd. I went in with Ganmin, Dominic, Huzaimie, Khairil and his brother. We met a couple or westwoodians which I am kind of shocked to meet them. People like Yong kent, Austen, Jesselyn, I've never seen them in my xingnan life. Lols. We ate together, cheap food, but i could barely eat because I was talking to Kassandra , Luting and Eshton. I practically wasted the nasi lemak, with only about 6 munches. Luting could not believe that i'm a student counsellor, because i totally don't look like one, and they hate student counsellors becuase those in their school are really picky. Then, Theresa, Yuchun, Anson, Hiongyong, Alvin, Boon hien and Shaun came, we walked around trying to find teachers that remember us. Met Madam Lily Lim, she don't recognize our names but at least she did not call me as Ganmin. Then, saw the pretty Madam Rahayu, Mr lau and Mr Siew. We bought the soup we always loved. Joanna, Shahira, Pengyang, Kenneth, Weihan, Mingjun, Chiakai and many others came after that. But the one I really wish to meet did not come, QINA LEE QIAO XIN. Totally did not bump into her for 3 whole years, but she still did not come. Perhaps traumatized by us. (py's favourite word)
Luckily, despite being in different school, we've still got stuffs to talk about and even got chased out together. Many people changed for the better in terms of appearance, for me? I'm forever the same. Eshton claimed that i'm still very blur, and got a bad memory-_-(hello, at least i remember you :D). We took pictures at the area where I first ever in my life make a speech. We went up to 6C to recall the so called great reminiscence. We kept on talking, until Madam Sita stand at the front door which reminds me of my school's discipline mistress (scared me a lot). All of them are doing well i suppose:). Yang cheng came, ARGH, he waved at me, I didn't saw, ARGH, I miss him a lot, ARGH, my junior with pinchable cheeks, ARGH. Missed such a golden opportunity. However, for the first year in 2004, almost more than half the class came back, in 2005, half of half came back, now 2006, a quarter of half. Next year? Nevermind, I really wish to meet them someday. After that, more left, pengyang,luting,Joanna,hiongyong,boonhien,shaun,Alvin and I went to eat. Vicky came, happy to see him, needless to say, one and a half head taller than me. He joined the art club as CCA, quite surprising, because he used to be a star player in their soccer team during those days. Lols, he's still good till now I believe. Tsk tsk, it was drizzling, so I took a bus home. Said goodbye to them and it will be around another year, till then, we'll meet again...

feel the SUNSHINE;
3:58 AM
******

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

I don't need material stuffs, all i need was a little love. But you two cannot even give me joy to life, need not to say, love.
I rather you wack me than hurt me by words because hurting me emotionally is more painful than physically. Yes, im fuck type. Im cheaper than a whore. Please use words correctly before you shout it out. Your vocabulary is only fuck? CB? LJ? How crude, i will thank you alot for bringing me up this way. You don't teach me the right way, at least don't influence me to the wrong way. I will not follow your footsteps. When i grow up one day, you'll be forgotten. I won't remember you. Since you won't even let me have the right to speak, we shall not speak. Since i seem to be the worst kid you've ever think i am, don't treat it as you know me. Since you assumed my studies suck, at least don't insult my hardwork. Since you don't know me, you don't know my age, you don't know my subjects i'm taking, you don't know anything about me, don't label me as who you think i am, because you are no better, and you totally don't fit to be a child's dad, why bother to shout fuck at me.
My day was so-called ruined, thanks to him.
I definitely prefer school than home, friends than family, weekdays than weekends.
I'm going to enjoy life still, i'm going to. Without you. I will learn to not get affected by you, because you're simply nobody to me. You educate me to be this way, don't blame it on my, what you call it "fucking school".
I would respect you only if you respect me as a child. There's no room to talk now or anytime, you let the chances in the past slipped away. Smoke all you want.

I will look forward to life hoping you'll regret every single thing you've did.
Unless you push me too far..i don't know what i'll resort in.

A POEM TO CHEER MYSELF UP (a poem by joey peh, zawani, ros, rasyidah, arif and i)
the day i planted my seed
was a wonderful feeling indeed
i brought my seed to life
three hundred and sixty-five
were the days i waited
water was what it needed
a little light here and there
and a little touch of care
PLEASE!Grow tree grow!

bye.

feel the SUNSHINE;
7:01 AM
******

Monday, August 28, 2006

Today was also not a good day for me :(
Morning, the principal had a looong talk about integrity and other core values. It was boring, she probably knew it herself.
Had some english brain teaser thing during english lessons, know my english grades too.
Amath, SIGH.
I cannot get sets,and venn-diagram, boohoo!
Pure lit results was expected. Had a worrying meal during recess. After that went for duties, i'm really pissed with these people but they never listen, to be exact, never listen to me. I scold like a idiot. I'm always fierce!
The timetable can never place social studies before physics, because social studies always makes me doze off. And then bringing the sleepy mood next to physics lesson. I seriously don't think i absorbed much during social studies and earlier part of physics lessons. After going to the toilet for a face bath, i was afreshed once again :D
Met lina in the toilet(fate), we walked past 3F because i wanted to get some water. Saw Ms LL with a cane and Mr EK, wacking someone probably.
Umm, Chinese lessons was the last two periods. I hate chinese. I've never failed chinese in my whole life. Just because i did not come for a day, i couldn't take the test, i got 0. ZERO. Bloody hell, it cause me to fail my chinese, it's so unfair. Yah, i know crying wouldn't help, teacher's won't help too. Urgh, this time, how am i going to face my mum. She won't understand. Teachers, only know how to talk, in fact, they don't even freaking hell care. ZERO, for the first time.(Hospital's fault. AGAIN)
Had english enrichment, had a good laugh. Sheikh mistook the teacher as another teacher just because she cut her hair. lols. Left for SC, pondering if i want to dance even though i make no difference as well. :) So, i started with some big shoes nonsense, darn, i really got the biggest body but smallest foot. I look like a clown wearing big shoes. But i had good laughs too. Thanks my accompliance, shanheng.(muahaha). And my pimples are big and ugly. Pimples are never beautiful am i right? Jianyang even laugh at my pimples -_-. IT WILL BE GONE. SOMEDAY;SOMETIME;SOMEHOW;SOMEWHAT :D
By the way, i do hate to be forced. There were fake pretendence although they were present for a moment, do you even think its sincere. I love everything of you but ffo gniwohs :)
Was late to fetch my little brother, i regretted. He did not cry, did not blame me, I was glad. But i suck as a sister. :( Sorry Ivan.
-we're drifting apart.

feel the SUNSHINE;
6:15 AM
******

Saturday, August 26, 2006

August 25 was the worst day of my life. I assumed that i've got no more dad. I don't want to talk much about that night, i was emotionally hurt. He fail as a dad. Sucker. However, that night also made me realised who's the nicest to me, who cares for me the most, my little brother.
Yes, brought my swollen eyes to school. I wasn't punch or anything, but it was real ugly. "What happen to you?" makes me burst out crying more, the swell got worse. It wasn't anyone's fault, it was simple his. Had choir from 8.30-12.03 because i have to leave and fetch my little brother from tuition. Had a tough time trying to concentrate despite the tired eyes.
Luckily it got better, rested at home till around 5pm. Got ready to meet up with hannah, she wore the jumpers. yay:) I wanted to call her to wear it but she wore without me telling her. hehe. We went to meet up with arif,shuhui,irene and denise. Arif seemed to be surrounded by girls. Ha!
Took 187 and went to the other part of jurong west. They tried shopping for dresses or skirts that suits the song. But luck was not around. lol. I went to buy the ribbons and leaves for flower making for the 3rd time. Then, we went to queue for tu-tu kueh again. lols. Denise and Irene know the place very very well, they could tell me the history of the particular place exactly.
It was getting quite late so we proceed to IMM, we made alot of noise in the train. Planned to take some neoprints since we've not taken them for ages. We went and there were not many people :) I wanted to play with the machine that we could climb, but unfortunately the machine have not been working after arif stepped in some time ago. LOL

This was like the one and only time i went out this year happily. Finally, there's no one with boyfriend around. Wooh!
On the way to IMM, it started drizzling, then pouring. We all started running, and no need to mention, drenched. But i didn't care much, i cared more about the chocolate arif had than being drenched. :D
Here comes the worst experience of my life, it was raining, it was dark. We're trying to get to a shelter as soon as possible. Hannah and Irene ran across the road thinking nothing but chiong. LOL. Shuhui grabbed one of them, she was the third person. And the person that most likely will get knock down by the taxi coming at our direction. Arif pulled me, i pulled her, luckily we did that. If not, she'll get knock down for sure. And luckily, everyone were safe. We walked in IMM like some idiots, wet from head to toes. I was cold man. Shuhui sprain her wrist, my fault i guess, but she didn't blame me, lol, she thank me for pulling her. Hannah said im a hero (yay). It was the scariest experience because i had never seen a clear sight of someone getting knocked down, i almost do. whew! A lifetime encounter i don't want anymore. lol
I wanted to buy the lanyards but the shop was closed, urgh, so i'll probably have to go back tomorrow again, arif bought his tie, and we took taxi to JP, we cut queue to be exact :)
Shuhui went back home by the cab while the rest of us went for dinner.
The end,
I did not talk to him, i did it.
As i really hate the sight of him at home, URGH

feel the SUNSHINE;
10:29 PM
******

Friday, August 25, 2006

I've been wanting to update for yesterday, but the com in my room don't seem to be able to get access with blogger, so i only can come here today!
I'll try and recall, i remembered i've got tons to blog about.
This was what Mrs Myself wrote to myself for the amath test.

And, i've made many many flowers, thanks alot to KARIN, HANNAH, HUZAIMIE, ZULFAIDI, YONG KENT, JARED, MEITING, AUDREY, JASMINE, IRENE, DAPHNE, CHERYL, RASYIDAH, little boy JUNWEN(for getting me a plastic bag, WITH HOLE, "thanks")
And the people that helped me in class, kahboon, susan, huimin, yanqi. I hope i never miss out anyone. Thanks alot, but we've only made 36 bouquets, 20 more to go people.

Hannah and i went karin house twice we could close our eyes and go there already. (okay, maybe not so) SC's will be dancing high school musical " we're all in this together" this will be one of the very few times i'm actually dancing la. Dancing and me? Totally apart. Don't believe, 31 August, if i'm dancing, have a good laugh looking at me. But its because its HSM, so i'm interested, muaha! Practises are tough for people like me, but i'm very happy that i've finally know how to dance, something i yearn for! WOO.
OHH, not to forget, XIAO JING LING got in, i'm super happy. I went to congratulate Alex but he don't seem happy, he said that its very tiring, he don't like. But, like zul5di said, its a lifetime skill, can learn, must learn. Just like making flower, he's second try or so was very beautiful :)
Elective history is finally coming into china, China was suppose to be an interestign topic ehs? Because there's many many stories to listen and i like! The pure history pupils actually said its boring!
Yah, so everyday after school will have lancing lancing (dancing dancing). Nevermind, it's a form of losing weight thing to me. Very tired though, and very very tough. About more than 10 of them came to my place yesterday, just to lancing lancing. Arif and hannah stayed till quite late to master the cheerleaders move.
Today, 3/4 maomaos were having a conversation, full of assumptions, but don't know if its true, However, i will love the hairy ones, forever :)
Got back my test papers, chemistry was a waste, finally i did well and it only contribute to 40%, while the rest of the test, i did like "Shit"
And, i finally pass physics. 2nd time this year, whew. Mr poh said he'll be leaving perhaps next year. I don't want him to. Mr tan said that chem will be getting more difficult, Mr poh is definitely a good chem teacher. What's gingerbread man? ALthough i've got the watch but i never had eat it before for my whole life. Does it taste gingery? Is it somesort of a cookie? Or is it bread? Is it healthy since ginger is healthy? Is it brown? Does it always have to smile? Is it hard? Couldn't it have some hair? We'll soon find out.
(They locked the door
She mourns, he pants
Clothes on the floor
Ancient music
Till the dawn
What have i done?!
Its too late
No longer fun)
Today, there was this sexualarity course, about HIV.
Luckly it was a short session.
The above "poem" was from the file i've got after acting as being someone contracted with HIV positive. lol
And i didn't know that some temple actually pray to phallus, so disgusting. But if you want a baby boy when you're giving birth, pray to a phallus.
I realised, although i'm a left-hander, i'm usually using my right brain.
I'm not dancing anymore. No more lose weight plan!

BYE

feel the SUNSHINE;
5:33 AM
******

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

My home just got a blackout, i've already typed this like halfway and POOF* everything is gone. BLACKOUT, do you call this cool or what?
Anyway, yesterday night, it all acted up again. I puked my entire dinner, and its like, the feeling of choked and i cannot breath. My sis got scared.
Like another dull morning, everyday is monday blues, tuesday blues, wednesday blues and so on..I went to school different today, because i carried an extra paper bag with me. I saw a young boy with 2 even younger siblings. He's riding them on a bike, so sweet huh. The older brother(who looks not even like a p5 yet) told his siblings to pick the bottles on the floor. Maybe because i AM there, they were embarrassed.
Yes, i thought Push ball was fun and i can't wait to play because this is like the second time this whole year sec3s are able to touch the ball. i THOUGHT it was fun. Yes, it was fun, but i got myself all mud-up(no such word). My face was like squashed by that big, rolling ball. My clothes are dirty, hands are dirty, face is dirty, hair is messy. Wow, this is how exciting push-ball can get. It turns you into a mad woman.
Had physics test after that, multiple choice was tough, most of us so called "tikam" our way out. I didn't have time to finish the paper.(OH, i realised that i ALWAYS cannot finish my testS) After physics, P.E(not potential energy), its physical education. We had volleyball game. Why is our PE teacher so PROUD. Pespiring game for ME. I was bothering Ms tan for the emath results, i wanted to know my grades beforehand, but when she's about to show me, i said "nononono.." Then, i wanted to see again.. but i went "nonono.." irritating huh.
RECESS, eat, did not left early to catch thief today, i have to change my dirty clothes. Urr, chemistry results was satisfying. Our class did quite a well-done job. Amath was disastrous. My Amath is deproving. She took the paper back, i'll show what comment she wrote about me! Urgh. Mrs Myself is so twit too, i didn't know, BLUR BLUR BLUR, i didn't have time!! Amath was pushed forward, so we basically missed lunch break. After that, we travelled to Chinatown heritage Museum. #As we walk to the left, as we walk to the right, as we walk, as we walk, as we walk all night# Cut it, but the museum did appear out of nowhere. I thought i would prefer going to the indian temple, seems more interesting, and FREE probably. It's nice in there, air-con available. The staffs were afraid that we would destroy their stuff i think, because we're not from a well-known school. Ha! I was freaked out by the burning of joss sticks to the potrait thing. But it was really an experience, i really do want to go and live in the past for a week or so. Okay, maybe 3 days i cannot tahan already, but i'm willing to try!! Found myself a good sleeping position on the bus, and slept to and fro. Went home and saw my Ahma collecting paper cardboards, if i tell my auntie about this, my Ahma sure kena another lecture. And I went tuition on time today. Rushed home to watch showtime. WHEN'S THE RESULT, I'M ANTICIPATING, WE'RE ALL ANTICIPATING!!

BYE

feel the SUNSHINE;
7:01 AM
******

Monday, August 21, 2006

I thought i was doomed, i'm so happy crystal found my book. SHE'S ALWAYS MY SAVIOUR <3 Cried for nothing, it was right on top afterall.
Had a fine day, long draggy lessons.
Morning was Chemistry common test. I couldn't sleep well yesterday night, or rather, did i actually slept? My mind was bothered with the lost Emath 10 yr series and Mol calculations. I bet i was actually dreaming about calculating mole. Surprisingly, in my dreams, i can do. Compared to the real paper itself, its totally different!!
And yes again, i did said that i want to skip enrichment course because its not enriching at all. However, I'm a scardy-cat, i'm afraid of punishment right. I still went in the end. Zizong and tianhaw tricked us saying ms lau was catching people that skipped the lessons or go late for lessons, so we rushed up to class. IT WAS A FALSE ALARM. Nevermind, one word to describe today's lesson, boring. I tried pinching rachel to keep her awake. At 4.15pm, hannah and i left to buy the flower making stuffs for SC. Darn, deadline is on friday la. Some people, please help. We bought the stuffs and went to buy some tu-tu kueh, yum yum i must say. We couldn't go tomorrow because of the trip to the museum which is sort of my idea(me and my big mouth). Amath lessons will be brought forward then, Mrs Myself kept saying that i'm as usual (blur) HELLO, i'm not blur! Ask her about my test, she just said, "As usual, blur" What's that suppose to mean, i know, i did badly. My whole week is super busy. Plus there's loads of test coming up, feel the heat!! For purelit test, i totally forget about personification,metaphor,similie, i only concentrated on elaborating imagery. Dead, so dead. For chinese lessons, we actually watched a movie, a chinese movie (of cse :X) Storyline would be quite similar to "Click", it's indeed scary to forward your life, especially when you keep growing older and you cannot turn back. The good thing about forwarding your life would be, missing plenty of stuffs, but that would also be a bad thing. A lesson learnt. Off to study physics now!
OH YEAH,editing, edition,editation,editiology more and more
i want to constant emphasize on: please vote XIAO JING LING
CALL 1900-112-2003
OR
SMS S3 to 71199 (i think)
I want to watch but i have to leave tuition early tomorrow.
I really hate my teacher now, IS GOING TO HOSPITAL AND NOT ATTENDING YOUR LESSON A SIN, ASS, DON'T COMPLAIN TO OTHER STUDENTS ABOUT ME, SO WHAT IF YOU'RE GOOD ENOUGH TO BE IN TEMASAK JC.

feel the SUNSHINE;
2:52 AM
******

Saturday, August 19, 2006

I barely attended any lessons yesterday.
Mr lee flared up, very scary, there was an immediate test since we did not bring sharpening the senses.
9.30am, i went to gather at the foyer with the other cheerleading people. Jared flared up. (aiyo, why so many people start flaring up)
Went there, same procedure as before, we just have to wait wait and still wait. Huimin, Yanqi, Sheue Lee, Sheikh and i started during chemistry worksheets. Wei zhao was singing happily, and he got filmed. He's really talented, i hope the media could spot him :) We had lunch, quite sucky, i couldn't take curry, that's why i said its sucky. haha. We did food cheerS, 2 of them. Then we started eating, then the producer wanted us to restart again so that she can film our food cheers -_-
St Magaret, JJC, and us started cheering and cheering (which explained my loss of voice now)But also partly due to too much of laughing, i was laughing and crying, Yes, alot of funny stuffs happened. :D And we had fun!! Sheikh, Shu hui, Yong kuang and i started comparing foot size. Yes yes, i got the smallest foot, BIG body, SMALL foot, totally inbalance. And, my name is MELISSA not MICHELLE, 7 letters and 8 letter, different. Stop calling wrongly :) Two jerks, i believe they work there said westwood's performance was "okok only la" Yah ,and they got serious attitude problem. So we waited and waited from 10.30-7 when the real event is going to begin. First up was JJC, quite welldone, which frightened me alot la. Followed by St Magaret, alot superb, they got 26.6, so i thought "darn, this score is super hard to beat la" I was crossing my fingers when it was westwood's turn hoping they will do even better than before, they've done a wonderful job man!! The judges were full of compliments, i think if i did not hear wrongly. HA, two jerks, okok only la got 28 points, plus the highest among 4 groups, HA. I respect them, with only 8 manpower and not that they're ultra smart or what, they are young, and westwood is not as great compared to the others school, but they're effort was imcomparable. I love Mr neo's calligraphy words. Just catch "ITS SHOWTIME!" on Tuesday, 22 August and remember to vote 1900-112-2003 :) and you'll judge whether its good or not :)
After everything, went to get supper with my stead(hannah, LOL), jeremy, small siddiq, sheikh. Saw someone, surprised and disappointed, don't want to mention much, just, sigh* Therefore, i reached home late! going to 1am i think, but luckily i've got hannah and jeremy :)
So yah, bathed and went to sleep, almost overslept this morning. Rushed for choir practice. After choir, went to eat and went home. Then went to do the costume designing and tried searching daiso in IMM for the "beautiful" lanyards mr chua expected to have. I can't find, in the end, i found my father. He did not saw me, probably thought that i'm another fat pole wall. Nevermind, then went to jurong point to buy the material for flowers since i spotted them in popular and its rather cheap. And, went home! I wanted to study with Zawani and siti they all, but i did not have my handphone, i could not contact anybody, sad. Kind of inconvenience, i hate IMM because i always get lost, even in daiso -_-.
Sec twos are choosing their subjects now, they might think its easy to get the subjects they want, all wanting to get biology, pure humanities, economics. Its NOT easy!! even after half a year, my physics is close to hopeless. Monday would be chemistry common test, because i missed lessons today, so i went to meet mr poh this morning midway through choir. Thanks Miss fong for allowing me to :) Although its just a short 20mins, i did learn something, haha.
Mr chiam looks "cute" with the small tiny weeny bagpack.
Nicholas is promoted to TENOR, woo~ He don't call it a promotion, lol. But it means he's voice is manly now! So adorable.
And, rachel's got pinchable cheeks.

got snapped while eating bread.

xiang long chi ba zang, HA!

the team, xiao jing ling :)

lol

rila :)

csndid i think

karin and shuhui

sheikh, my stead and i, LOL

bye.

feel the SUNSHINE;
5:16 AM
******

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Studied like mad for Amath common test today, just hoping to pass it. Really very difficult ;( Nothing much happen today, one good thing was that today was the first day i wasn't sleepy during class. Paying attention is the key to keeping awake i think. Or it is that i had a nap yesterday.
Watched the documentary on Abigail Chay. Didn't expect him to be a woman. Should i call him a her now or what? Seriously, he look prettier as a man. :)
Lina cried today, reasons?
Alot, she missed home, she don't feel like home here, she's so alone.
Sometimes, i really respect her. Maybe she's just not the way i thought she was, she way nicer perhaps.
Watching her cry made me in tears too. I can't imagine myself in her shoes yet able to do so well in her studies. Its an incident which made her breakdown, guys in singapore are crude, can't be help. You can hear "F..." everywhere, anytime, anyhow.
However, i don't wish to be like her, i want friends, i don't want people to treat me different just because i'm a foreigner. I respect Lina, alot.
For history lessons, we talked about Stalin's purges, very scary indeed. Ms tan said about women will die if they get raped. Gosh, i didn't know until today. :X However, the chances of getting raped while walking in singapore's street is quite low right?
For CME, talked about HIV and AIDS. I rather die faster if i contract with virus like that, its painful suffering.
After school, my job as a student have not ended yet. Met up with Karin and her friend at the cafeteria. We went to buy materials to make roses for the teachers' day gift. The results were quite pleasant, pretty nice :) I've got myself married (OOO..) Kidding la.
I had an early recess today, ate very quickly and then went to catch thief with weiyang and jianyang, the 2 sheeps. In the end, no thief la. Teeth got. Its very mysterious, but fun to be like a detective. I WILL FIND THE THIEF!(muahaha)
Going to showtime tomorrow, missing chinese and chemistry. Urgh, important subjects eh, but i'll bring book there to study while waiting.:)

feel the SUNSHINE;
5:44 AM
******

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

some villages behind

somewhere?

manly woman, my idol number 2(number 1 is pekhui! go pekhui!)

streets

i saw this mascot in the mall, which charactor does it resemble?

ANIMAL HOUSE IN RESORT

lazy to upload how they really look like, imagine it maybe?

miss the island alot, might not be going back anymore, sigh* Mum did not enjoy, she prefer gambling in genting, urgh.

Things are improving and i'm very glad about it. My time seem very cropped up recently. Probably alot of activities. I've still have to do don't know how many roses for every single female teachers in westwood together with Karin and Hannah.
Went to hospital for another appointment which means another 60 dollars la.
I had some reflux problem but i don't react to the medicine which also means its confirmed for me to go for enthoscopy. At first, i'm not so scared. The doctor emphasized about the injection and taking out tissues from where she feels need to(WILL BLEED). This really scare me man, the process won't hurt, AFTER everything, it will hurt. Hope i'm blessed. Yah, and because of this, i cannot join NJRC cheer this year. It would be fun but i cannot join. This friday, promised Jared to go for the cheerleading for "its showtime".
Choir was dismissed early again today, I wanted to watch the drill competition, but i'm really tired, so yah, went home.
zZzzzz
Pretty tired, taking a nap soon.

bye.

feel the SUNSHINE;
12:06 AM
******

Monday, August 14, 2006

There will be shoves of dirt thrown onto you in life; the only way is to use them to step up and out of the well. ( something like that ). A meaningful message indeed. Lessons was fine today(once again). Chinese lesson was more interesting, we make dumplings (legs), and of course, we get to eat them, haha.
Came back from Batam
Yes, i love that place alot i wish to go back at the end of the year. I met this very nice uncle, he taught me snorkeling FOC! I hope to meet him again provided he'll remember who i am. I miss that pleasant island alot.
Batam is a place where my most embarrassing moment took place and where i discovered what i really enjoyed doing. Man, i love the sea sports alot. I'm going to try all out. Be it wake boarding, water ski, REAL snorkeling, canoe, kayak, water polo blah and blah. I fell from so high, i broke their rope and tumbled backwards, they did not want me to pay for the damages instead, they kept asking if i'm fine. lol. I'm heavy, that's why. However, its really not funny to see other people fall down. This idiot worker laugh damn loudly when he saw me fall when the rope broke. LAUGH SO LOUDLY when he is so far from where i am, i could only see him as a little finger size. Dammit, i can hear him laugh and got choked. HAHA. I finally could swim after like how many million years. Okay, not so many, only 2. The mega mall was mega but the crowd was not as large as singapore's little jurong point. The breakfast was exactly what i ate in KL choir tour. lols. An auntie in our group ATE EVERY SINGLE THING, she go out to have her servings like 6 times each meal, plate full. POWER. I'm just very happy, i love the people there, keep smiling when they don't even know who i am. Afterall, that uncle is still the best, i'm going to go diving the next time i go to batam!